30DOT Day 1

So I found out there is also a 30 days of truth. So I'm gonna do that too!

Day 1: something you hate about yourself.

What I hate about myself is quite personal. I am putting this out there, so please don't judge me after you read this.

I hate having depression. I feel like it is an unnesacary burden that I really shouldn't have to deal with. I have had enough problems in my life, and I really hate dealing with this one. I hate taking the medicine, dealing with it, going to counseling. I hate knowing that if I stop taking my meds, I will become depressed. I would possibly try to kill myself. And that right there keeps me on my meds. Well, mostly.